Monday, April 30, 2007
Exams are over le...hee
Yeah!!! Exams are finally over for me!!! Life are less stressful le!!! haha...Me n bao bao are gg for chalet this coming fri oso...decided to take a full break this coming weekend...haha...yeah!!! trying to book for a chalet meanwhile but reali seemed difficult...they onli offer those from fri to sun but me n bao bao onli want it from sat to sun...dun feel like paying extra for nth...we managed to find some which offer from sat to sun but they are all booked le...sian...but think worst come to worst, will book a hotel...haha...we just wan to spend some quality time all by our selves... Me gg for my VIP(Vacation Internship Program) next mon le...attached to SIMTech which is located in NTU...quite near to my hse...haha...gg to spend 3 months there, hope it will be fun...hee...
Thursday, April 26, 2007
some updates... =)
Well, have not been blogging for a long time... guess have been really busy.. hee... Anyway, been busy shopping for bag or wallet online... on ebay.. hahaha... =p wanna get a coach wallet... but then have not been able to find one that I really do like.. hee... or rather there is one that I like but the price is far too steep.. costs about $280... sigh... should I spend so much on a wallet? I did not spend that much on my coach bag the other time... Anyway dear dear says I should take my time and search slowly. But apparently, I think that is the cheapest price... But I shall listen to dear dear... Have also been doing some online shopping.. haha... Check out the link! for ShopLah! hehehe... =) Quite addicted to shopping there as well... hee... Just bought a necklace and a pair of rings... hee... prezzie from dear dear... well, actually don really like to spend his money... but he says it is the 10th month present.. hee... okie... =)
*Thanks once again dear dear! =) Really appreciate these gestures yah! =)*
Well, dear dear's exam is ending soon... 2 more papers and he is done! =) hehehe... Just can't wait for them to be over... then at least he would not be so stressed le! hehehe... right dear? =) We are both so looking forward to Friday! But in the meantime, he is still super duper stressed up with studying for them... Sigh... Jia you dear! =p
I can't play bball! =( cos I kinda pulled or did something to my veins... I can't walk properly now... foot totally hurts! Arghh! =( silly me! Anyway, dear dear already instructed me to take care and that I am not supposed to play bball till my foot totally recovers... oh well... =( =( =(
We went to IMM today for a walk.. despite my foot... well, walk slowly does it lah! but still not good lah.. hee... =) Passed by Soo Kee... Saw some really beautiful rings... and there was this one that I really liked... caught just a glimpse of it only... and it is quite cheap.. costs abt 400 plus to 500 bucks only! =) have an urge to buy it ah! hahahah... =) but I knw I should not anyhow splurge like that... need to save lah... sigh... but I do like it so much... Oh well, guess that will have to wait bah... =(
Anyway gotta wake up early tmr.. so sian.. =( sigh...
Will blog again! Soon! hee... =)
Lastly, dear dear jia you for your exams... bao bao will be here supporting you all the way... do your best k! =) Love you loads, my dearest dar dar bei bei! =)
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
upset...
Sigh... somehow today is not a good day... I'm tired emotionally and physically... =(
By chance, I read the history of him and her. Something which I should not have read. I do not know if I should regret or what. I am upset. Very upset.
Sigh... Suddenly felt very distanced from the relationship. Suddenly had a feeling of being a replacement. Sigh. Words that come from him now seem so familiar. The saddest was the part where he said he wished for a chance to go back to the relationship.
Why do I always want to make myself feel so miserable?
A song for you...
A lovely song with lovely lyrics... that I would like to dedicate to my dear...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uKGP3fB4H9A
Monday, April 02, 2007
To my dearest Bao Bao
Bao bao...Just want to tell u that u have been a gd teacher all this while...U have been giving all you can for your students...U took the trouble and money to buy a laminator so that u can prepare teaching cards for your student...Even though if you are given 2 days MCs, u will onli take a day of it onli for u are afraid that yr students will lag behind...U always been trying all yr best in teaching yr students...U have done a lot a lot...I dun think u have done badly...I truely dun think so...Actually i believe is like wat the rest had told u, cos its due to yr age that was the reason...u are far younger than the rest and there's another colleague who had the same situation like yours a year ago...Pls dun doubt wat u have done and had contributed to both yr sch and students hao ma...I have seen all you have done...If no one will affirm u, i will and i believe those colleagues close to u will feel the same as me too...If u are down, come to me for i will bring a smile to yr face...If u are sad, come to me for i will give u a hug that will squeeze away all yr sadness...Just come to me bao bao...*muack*
.....
I am so sad now. I thought I got over it. But actually, I realized I have not let go of it at all. What have I done wrong? What have I not done? I do my best in what I can do. Yes, I do try to cut corners here and there. But I doubt I have done anything wrong. Sigh. At least an explanation. I feel lousy. I feel sad.
Sitting here all alone. As the time slowly creeps by, my sadness increases.
Everyone who came in with me. They are all rejoicing. All but me. I am the only one who have done badly. =(
Tears fall as I type. Maybe that is why I have no mood to do my work.
Yeah!!! Exams are finally over for me!!! Life are less stressful le!!! haha...Me n bao bao are gg for chalet this coming fri oso...decided to take a full break this coming weekend...haha...yeah!!! trying to book for a chalet meanwhile but reali seemed difficult...they onli offer those from fri to sun but me n bao bao onli want it from sat to sun...dun feel like paying extra for nth...we managed to find some which offer from sat to sun but they are all booked le...sian...but think worst come to worst, will book a hotel...haha...we just wan to spend some quality time all by our selves...
Me gg for my VIP(Vacation Internship Program) next mon le...attached to SIMTech which is located in NTU...quite near to my hse...haha...gg to spend 3 months there, hope it will be fun...hee...
Thursday, April 26, 2007
some updates... =)
Well, have not been blogging for a long time... guess have been really busy.. hee... Anyway, been busy shopping for bag or wallet online... on ebay.. hahaha... =p wanna get a coach wallet... but then have not been able to find one that I really do like.. hee... or rather there is one that I like but the price is far too steep.. costs about $280... sigh... should I spend so much on a wallet? I did not spend that much on my coach bag the other time... Anyway dear dear says I should take my time and search slowly. But apparently, I think that is the cheapest price... But I shall listen to dear dear... Have also been doing some online shopping.. haha... Check out the link! for ShopLah! hehehe... =) Quite addicted to shopping there as well... hee... Just bought a necklace and a pair of rings... hee... prezzie from dear dear... well, actually don really like to spend his money... but he says it is the 10th month present.. hee... okie... =)
*Thanks once again dear dear! =) Really appreciate these gestures yah! =)*
Well, dear dear's exam is ending soon... 2 more papers and he is done! =) hehehe... Just can't wait for them to be over... then at least he would not be so stressed le! hehehe... right dear? =) We are both so looking forward to Friday! But in the meantime, he is still super duper stressed up with studying for them... Sigh... Jia you dear! =p
I can't play bball! =( cos I kinda pulled or did something to my veins... I can't walk properly now... foot totally hurts! Arghh! =( silly me! Anyway, dear dear already instructed me to take care and that I am not supposed to play bball till my foot totally recovers... oh well... =( =( =(
We went to IMM today for a walk.. despite my foot... well, walk slowly does it lah! but still not good lah.. hee... =) Passed by Soo Kee... Saw some really beautiful rings... and there was this one that I really liked... caught just a glimpse of it only... and it is quite cheap.. costs abt 400 plus to 500 bucks only! =) have an urge to buy it ah! hahahah... =) but I knw I should not anyhow splurge like that... need to save lah... sigh... but I do like it so much... Oh well, guess that will have to wait bah... =(
Anyway gotta wake up early tmr.. so sian.. =( sigh...
Will blog again! Soon! hee... =)
Lastly, dear dear jia you for your exams... bao bao will be here supporting you all the way... do your best k! =) Love you loads, my dearest dar dar bei bei! =)
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
upset...
Sigh... somehow today is not a good day... I'm tired emotionally and physically... =(
By chance, I read the history of him and her. Something which I should not have read. I do not know if I should regret or what. I am upset. Very upset.
Sigh... Suddenly felt very distanced from the relationship. Suddenly had a feeling of being a replacement. Sigh. Words that come from him now seem so familiar. The saddest was the part where he said he wished for a chance to go back to the relationship.
Why do I always want to make myself feel so miserable?
A song for you...
A lovely song with lovely lyrics... that I would like to dedicate to my dear...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uKGP3fB4H9A
Monday, April 02, 2007
To my dearest Bao Bao
Bao bao...Just want to tell u that u have been a gd teacher all this while...U have been giving all you can for your students...U took the trouble and money to buy a laminator so that u can prepare teaching cards for your student...Even though if you are given 2 days MCs, u will onli take a day of it onli for u are afraid that yr students will lag behind...U always been trying all yr best in teaching yr students...U have done a lot a lot...I dun think u have done badly...I truely dun think so...Actually i believe is like wat the rest had told u, cos its due to yr age that was the reason...u are far younger than the rest and there's another colleague who had the same situation like yours a year ago...Pls dun doubt wat u have done and had contributed to both yr sch and students hao ma...I have seen all you have done...If no one will affirm u, i will and i believe those colleagues close to u will feel the same as me too...If u are down, come to me for i will bring a smile to yr face...If u are sad, come to me for i will give u a hug that will squeeze away all yr sadness...Just come to me bao bao...*muack*
.....
I am so sad now. I thought I got over it. But actually, I realized I have not let go of it at all. What have I done wrong? What have I not done? I do my best in what I can do. Yes, I do try to cut corners here and there. But I doubt I have done anything wrong. Sigh. At least an explanation. I feel lousy. I feel sad.
Sitting here all alone. As the time slowly creeps by, my sadness increases.
Everyone who came in with me. They are all rejoicing. All but me. I am the only one who have done badly. =(
Tears fall as I type. Maybe that is why I have no mood to do my work.
*Thanks once again dear dear! =) Really appreciate these gestures yah! =)*
Well, dear dear's exam is ending soon... 2 more papers and he is done! =) hehehe... Just can't wait for them to be over... then at least he would not be so stressed le! hehehe... right dear? =) We are both so looking forward to Friday! But in the meantime, he is still super duper stressed up with studying for them... Sigh... Jia you dear! =p
I can't play bball! =( cos I kinda pulled or did something to my veins... I can't walk properly now... foot totally hurts! Arghh! =( silly me! Anyway, dear dear already instructed me to take care and that I am not supposed to play bball till my foot totally recovers... oh well... =( =( =(
We went to IMM today for a walk.. despite my foot... well, walk slowly does it lah! but still not good lah.. hee... =) Passed by Soo Kee... Saw some really beautiful rings... and there was this one that I really liked... caught just a glimpse of it only... and it is quite cheap.. costs abt 400 plus to 500 bucks only! =) have an urge to buy it ah! hahahah... =) but I knw I should not anyhow splurge like that... need to save lah... sigh... but I do like it so much... Oh well, guess that will have to wait bah... =(
Anyway gotta wake up early tmr.. so sian.. =( sigh...
Will blog again! Soon! hee... =)
Lastly, dear dear jia you for your exams... bao bao will be here supporting you all the way... do your best k! =) Love you loads, my dearest dar dar bei bei! =)
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
upset...
Sigh... somehow today is not a good day... I'm tired emotionally and physically... =(
By chance, I read the history of him and her. Something which I should not have read. I do not know if I should regret or what. I am upset. Very upset.
Sigh... Suddenly felt very distanced from the relationship. Suddenly had a feeling of being a replacement. Sigh. Words that come from him now seem so familiar. The saddest was the part where he said he wished for a chance to go back to the relationship.
Why do I always want to make myself feel so miserable?
A song for you...
A lovely song with lovely lyrics... that I would like to dedicate to my dear...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uKGP3fB4H9A
Monday, April 02, 2007
To my dearest Bao Bao
Bao bao...Just want to tell u that u have been a gd teacher all this while...U have been giving all you can for your students...U took the trouble and money to buy a laminator so that u can prepare teaching cards for your student...Even though if you are given 2 days MCs, u will onli take a day of it onli for u are afraid that yr students will lag behind...U always been trying all yr best in teaching yr students...U have done a lot a lot...I dun think u have done badly...I truely dun think so...Actually i believe is like wat the rest had told u, cos its due to yr age that was the reason...u are far younger than the rest and there's another colleague who had the same situation like yours a year ago...Pls dun doubt wat u have done and had contributed to both yr sch and students hao ma...I have seen all you have done...If no one will affirm u, i will and i believe those colleagues close to u will feel the same as me too...If u are down, come to me for i will bring a smile to yr face...If u are sad, come to me for i will give u a hug that will squeeze away all yr sadness...Just come to me bao bao...*muack*
.....
I am so sad now. I thought I got over it. But actually, I realized I have not let go of it at all. What have I done wrong? What have I not done? I do my best in what I can do. Yes, I do try to cut corners here and there. But I doubt I have done anything wrong. Sigh. At least an explanation. I feel lousy. I feel sad.
Sitting here all alone. As the time slowly creeps by, my sadness increases.
Everyone who came in with me. They are all rejoicing. All but me. I am the only one who have done badly. =(
Tears fall as I type. Maybe that is why I have no mood to do my work.
By chance, I read the history of him and her. Something which I should not have read. I do not know if I should regret or what. I am upset. Very upset.
Sigh... Suddenly felt very distanced from the relationship. Suddenly had a feeling of being a replacement. Sigh. Words that come from him now seem so familiar. The saddest was the part where he said he wished for a chance to go back to the relationship.
Why do I always want to make myself feel so miserable?
A song for you...
A lovely song with lovely lyrics... that I would like to dedicate to my dear...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uKGP3fB4H9A
Monday, April 02, 2007
To my dearest Bao Bao
Bao bao...Just want to tell u that u have been a gd teacher all this while...U have been giving all you can for your students...U took the trouble and money to buy a laminator so that u can prepare teaching cards for your student...Even though if you are given 2 days MCs, u will onli take a day of it onli for u are afraid that yr students will lag behind...U always been trying all yr best in teaching yr students...U have done a lot a lot...I dun think u have done badly...I truely dun think so...Actually i believe is like wat the rest had told u, cos its due to yr age that was the reason...u are far younger than the rest and there's another colleague who had the same situation like yours a year ago...Pls dun doubt wat u have done and had contributed to both yr sch and students hao ma...I have seen all you have done...If no one will affirm u, i will and i believe those colleagues close to u will feel the same as me too...If u are down, come to me for i will bring a smile to yr face...If u are sad, come to me for i will give u a hug that will squeeze away all yr sadness...Just come to me bao bao...*muack*
.....
I am so sad now. I thought I got over it. But actually, I realized I have not let go of it at all. What have I done wrong? What have I not done? I do my best in what I can do. Yes, I do try to cut corners here and there. But I doubt I have done anything wrong. Sigh. At least an explanation. I feel lousy. I feel sad.
Sitting here all alone. As the time slowly creeps by, my sadness increases.
Everyone who came in with me. They are all rejoicing. All but me. I am the only one who have done badly. =(
Tears fall as I type. Maybe that is why I have no mood to do my work.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uKGP3fB4H9A
Monday, April 02, 2007
To my dearest Bao Bao
Bao bao...Just want to tell u that u have been a gd teacher all this while...U have been giving all you can for your students...U took the trouble and money to buy a laminator so that u can prepare teaching cards for your student...Even though if you are given 2 days MCs, u will onli take a day of it onli for u are afraid that yr students will lag behind...U always been trying all yr best in teaching yr students...U have done a lot a lot...I dun think u have done badly...I truely dun think so...Actually i believe is like wat the rest had told u, cos its due to yr age that was the reason...u are far younger than the rest and there's another colleague who had the same situation like yours a year ago...Pls dun doubt wat u have done and had contributed to both yr sch and students hao ma...I have seen all you have done...If no one will affirm u, i will and i believe those colleagues close to u will feel the same as me too...If u are down, come to me for i will bring a smile to yr face...If u are sad, come to me for i will give u a hug that will squeeze away all yr sadness...Just come to me bao bao...*muack*
.....
I am so sad now. I thought I got over it. But actually, I realized I have not let go of it at all. What have I done wrong? What have I not done? I do my best in what I can do. Yes, I do try to cut corners here and there. But I doubt I have done anything wrong. Sigh. At least an explanation. I feel lousy. I feel sad.
Sitting here all alone. As the time slowly creeps by, my sadness increases.
Everyone who came in with me. They are all rejoicing. All but me. I am the only one who have done badly. =(
Tears fall as I type. Maybe that is why I have no mood to do my work.
Bao bao...Just want to tell u that u have been a gd teacher all this while...U have been giving all you can for your students...U took the trouble and money to buy a laminator so that u can prepare teaching cards for your student...Even though if you are given 2 days MCs, u will onli take a day of it onli for u are afraid that yr students will lag behind...U always been trying all yr best in teaching yr students...U have done a lot a lot...I dun think u have done badly...I truely dun think so...Actually i believe is like wat the rest had told u, cos its due to yr age that was the reason...u are far younger than the rest and there's another colleague who had the same situation like yours a year ago...Pls dun doubt wat u have done and had contributed to both yr sch and students hao ma...I have seen all you have done...If no one will affirm u, i will and i believe those colleagues close to u will feel the same as me too...If u are down, come to me for i will bring a smile to yr face...If u are sad, come to me for i will give u a hug that will squeeze away all yr sadness...Just come to me bao bao...*muack*
.....
I am so sad now. I thought I got over it. But actually, I realized I have not let go of it at all. What have I done wrong? What have I not done? I do my best in what I can do. Yes, I do try to cut corners here and there. But I doubt I have done anything wrong. Sigh. At least an explanation. I feel lousy. I feel sad.
Sitting here all alone. As the time slowly creeps by, my sadness increases.
Everyone who came in with me. They are all rejoicing. All but me. I am the only one who have done badly. =(
Tears fall as I type. Maybe that is why I have no mood to do my work.
Sitting here all alone. As the time slowly creeps by, my sadness increases.
Everyone who came in with me. They are all rejoicing. All but me. I am the only one who have done badly. =(
Tears fall as I type. Maybe that is why I have no mood to do my work.