Wednesday, April 04, 2007
upset...
Sigh... somehow today is not a good day... I'm tired emotionally and physically... =(
By chance, I read the history of him and her. Something which I should not have read. I do not know if I should regret or what. I am upset. Very upset.
Sigh... Suddenly felt very distanced from the relationship. Suddenly had a feeling of being a replacement. Sigh. Words that come from him now seem so familiar. The saddest was the part where he said he wished for a chance to go back to the relationship.
Why do I always want to make myself feel so miserable?
By chance, I read the history of him and her. Something which I should not have read. I do not know if I should regret or what. I am upset. Very upset.
Sigh... Suddenly felt very distanced from the relationship. Suddenly had a feeling of being a replacement. Sigh. Words that come from him now seem so familiar. The saddest was the part where he said he wished for a chance to go back to the relationship.
Why do I always want to make myself feel so miserable?
