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Monday, July 31, 2006

290706 (Sat)

Met up with dear at ard 3 plus at far east plaza...bad start of the day for the both of us as there's a lot of miscommunications btw us; she was waiting for my call n likewise i was waiting for her...wasted a time waiting...hiaz...lost of precious time...stupid me gave her quite a black face when i met up w her which she was trying to cheer me up n all even though she was not realli happy oso...anyway luckily we were back to normal in less than half an hour time n we were back to our crappy self...yeah...haa...my dear is wearing a dress tt i bought for her at doby exchange...hee...we spent some time looking for a shop(recommended by her fren) which is selling cheap nice shoes...din reali find the shop but in the end she still managed to buy a pair which matches her dress perfectly n which she changed into immediately!!! haa...win lah...

we went to safehaven after leaving far east for there's a sale there n i have promise her tt i will bring her there...initially she din wan to go as we were late for the gathering at daniel's place but i insisted as i noe dear wants to go n the sales gonna end soon...there were a lot a lot ppl there n the queue for the changing room is like super long lor...she bought 2 tops there in the end but i din managed to c her changed in it...cant gave her comments at all...sorry dear...=(...

after tt we went to daniel's place...they were playing a game called "betrayer of the house on the hill". it reali looks veri interesting n fun!!! but in the end, i was playing magic w daniel as he was killing in the game n after the game, dear joined the rest in a game called "minimize", reali hope she had enjoyed the game n the company there...we had our dinner at daniel's place and we left for the airport at 830 to send chunjian off...lots of jokes n laughter at the airport although it was quite sad at the end to c chunjian leaving for france for 2 years...

we went zim's place for yet another gathering of magic, betrayer n mj...haa...dear, zim, weijie and zk played mj while the rest played the betrayer, i was just standing ard looking at both....haa...halfway thro mj, i was quite sad by the fact tt i saw my dear was realli reali tired n she was trying to focus for mj...she slept for onli an hour the day b4...hiaz...asked her a few times whether is she veri tired n she always replied no...realli felt like sending her home so tt she can sleep le but...felt quite bad cos i was the one who asked her to accompany me the whole day n all...hiaz...for the second game of mj, i took over her ard the mid game n she was sleeping on my thigh...she reali cant take it anymore n to make things worst, she have to help out at her aunt's stall the next day oso...sorry my dear...mj ended at ard 6 plus n i quickly send her home...

What should I do?

Am in class now... marking my stuff while my kids are doing their work.. hee.. feel so sleepy... *yawn* plus it is such a nice weather... like so nice to sleep like that!! haha... *grinz* my eyes feel so heavy.. hee.. playing the national day songs in class as well while they are doing their work... hee... nice nice songs.. such as My Island Home (2006), We will get there, Where I Belong, Reach out for the Skies (2005), etc.. haha...

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Well, dear dear just told me that they are organizing a nite out at Zim's place... don really encourage him to go at all.. cos he is so sick... has been coughing since so long ago... and it hasnt recovered at all... and it only seems to be getting worse and worse... hearing him cough makes me feel so sad and pains me as well... then he doesnt want to take medicine and all.. sigh... moreover, all the lack of slp and all from last week (working and late nights out / overnight --> slp late / up early) din help at all! I just hope he would have more rest and then get well soon...

sigh.. sigh.. sigh.. understand why he would want to go over.. and i really want him to go.. but i seriously don wan him to get even lesser rest... cos then he will be so deprived of slp le.. and argghh.. i donno wad to say... i do have a suggestion.. still thinking if i should suggest...
*Rest at home... den go to the gathering at night... We can watch movie another day... *

But i know it will sound like giving him an ultimatum like that and I don want it to be like this.. But i seriously don wan him to be out the whole evening and nite lor.. sigh..

*at a loss*

Sorry.. sigh..

Bad Day... Sad day... Terrible Day... Horrible Day... sigh... =( =( =( All cos of my stupid stupid moods and temper..

*sobs sobs sobs*
S O R R Y
I made you upset once again... I just don like it... sigh...

Friday, July 28, 2006

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Yesterday was quite a bad day for me...Cos of my bad mood, hai le wo de dear dear cried non stop for dunno how long...It started off from a simple call but cos i said sth wrong that lead her to hang the phone on me...stupid me...ended up callling her a few times b4 she finally called me back...Initially din wan to tell her abt the causes of my foul mood but in the end told her in the phone...After she noe the reasons, she was veri worried n sort of blamed herself for wat had led to my situation...*dear, as i told u, i dun regret the things i have done n i wont blame u for wat it may come* She even wanted to cancel our outing on fri n sat so tt i can have time to settle my stuffs which i have to plead her not to...After a short while she started crying for she felt veri useless n helpless for not able to help when i'm in prob...She felt tt she was nth more than a trouble bringer than a happiness bringer...hiaz...Its not the truth at all, i'm realli so so glad that she has come into my life to bring me true happiness n the feeling tt i will always be cared for n loved for by her tenderness n sensitivity...even after we ended the call, i think she was still crying...*it realli breaks my heart*but luckily everything has gotten back to normal n my dear dear is back to her cheerful self...Hope my dear wont drop a single tear of sadness ever again...

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