Tuesday, March 13, 2007
a quiet time at home...
Well, here I am rotting at home. Just lazing around and surfing the net.. with totally no intention of going anywhere. Actually I wanted to go to the salon to cut and dye my hair, but the hairdresser whom I am looking for is not around. Thus, I have to put off the plan for at least today. =( Oh well, never mind then... So probably I shall cook lunch and wait for dear dear to come and have lunch. Haha... *grinz* Just that I have no idea if the lunch I am going to cook later would be nice or otherwise.. hahaha... Simply cos it is the first time I am attempting to cook it, so my darling shall be my guinea pig! Wahahaha... *evil laughters* Just realized something, I do not have all the necessary ingredients.. darn! Have to make a trip down to get them... arghh... just way too lazy for that... Doesn't matter...
Love to have a quiet time at home all alone... Just bumming around, doing what I want to do... and not having to rush through anything... Consider me a slacker but I feel that holidays is indeed a time to enjoy... hehe... =) Enjoy the serenity in my own home... hee...
Just some thoughts: I really do feel lucky to have met Chester about 3 years ago and to have been able to get along so well with him that time. In Fei Yue, he was one of the 2 guys whom I was able to really get along super well with and chat on basically every single thing without any restrictions. Haha... Fate, some may say... =) Who would have guessed the way things have progressed over the 3 years. Who would have guessed, that we have seen each other through the 2 years, through all our problems and happiness in relationships, as bro and sis. Who would have guessed that this pair of bro and sis, from really purely platonic friends (they do exist, seriously), progressed to such a stage. Who would have anticipated that we would be so deeply in love with each other? Not even the both of us would have guessed so. =p No...
From knowing him when he was wooing his ex gf till she became his gf, till they went their separate ways, and him knowing me when I was with my ex till I broke off with him and back and off, we really came a long way. Not an easy road, pretty rocky... We know of each other's problems and emotions, we understood and gave each other a listening ear and helping hand. I'm glad in some sense that we went through all those together.. =) That is all in the past. I should focus on our future from now onwards. The future of Chester and Yuan. The road in front would still be full of obstacles, but at least I know we have each other. Not as bro and sis, but as friends and a couple. We shall strive towards our future with our love, determination and faith. No doubt, me being me, I am always bothered and upset by things of the past at times, I am still without a doubt looking forward to our future.
To Chester dear: I am sorry for all my insecurities and tantrums. I am sorry for treating in ways I should not have. But I just want you to know, despite all that, I am always holding on tight, though I may say it out. Simply cos you are the other half that completes me. =) *hugs* Thanks for walking this journey of life with me, my dear.
I will always remember, you will always be here for me, no matter what happens. You will always be my darling Chester dear. When things go bad, there will still be you. =)
Love to have a quiet time at home all alone... Just bumming around, doing what I want to do... and not having to rush through anything... Consider me a slacker but I feel that holidays is indeed a time to enjoy... hehe... =) Enjoy the serenity in my own home... hee...
Just some thoughts: I really do feel lucky to have met Chester about 3 years ago and to have been able to get along so well with him that time. In Fei Yue, he was one of the 2 guys whom I was able to really get along super well with and chat on basically every single thing without any restrictions. Haha... Fate, some may say... =) Who would have guessed the way things have progressed over the 3 years. Who would have guessed, that we have seen each other through the 2 years, through all our problems and happiness in relationships, as bro and sis. Who would have guessed that this pair of bro and sis, from really purely platonic friends (they do exist, seriously), progressed to such a stage. Who would have anticipated that we would be so deeply in love with each other? Not even the both of us would have guessed so. =p No...
From knowing him when he was wooing his ex gf till she became his gf, till they went their separate ways, and him knowing me when I was with my ex till I broke off with him and back and off, we really came a long way. Not an easy road, pretty rocky... We know of each other's problems and emotions, we understood and gave each other a listening ear and helping hand. I'm glad in some sense that we went through all those together.. =) That is all in the past. I should focus on our future from now onwards. The future of Chester and Yuan. The road in front would still be full of obstacles, but at least I know we have each other. Not as bro and sis, but as friends and a couple. We shall strive towards our future with our love, determination and faith. No doubt, me being me, I am always bothered and upset by things of the past at times, I am still without a doubt looking forward to our future.
To Chester dear: I am sorry for all my insecurities and tantrums. I am sorry for treating in ways I should not have. But I just want you to know, despite all that, I am always holding on tight, though I may say it out. Simply cos you are the other half that completes me. =) *hugs* Thanks for walking this journey of life with me, my dear.
I will always remember, you will always be here for me, no matter what happens. You will always be my darling Chester dear. When things go bad, there will still be you. =)
