Thursday, August 17, 2006
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half hour le.. I am still not able to slp.. somehow started having this inferior kinda feeling... sigh... =( donno why it started... donno why i am thinking this way... =(
******************** keep feeling that I am so lousy in my studies.. sigh.. yeah, not like im studying now.. but i just feel so.... arghh... =( super sian.. was listening to dear talking abt the former bballers and current bballers results, grades, CAP... was super impressed... *gasp* =0 nothing to say... all honours students, masters, etc... seems like the company that dear mixes with is good... esp in studies... well, gd for him la.. at least he can get some motivation and all.. Those results are seriously something that are out of my achievable boundary... first, i don have the brains.. second, i don have the memory, third, my results are always bad... nvr mind... hate this feeling of inferiority... =( =( =( irritating... ******************** feel damn fat and bloated... =( hate this feeling... nah... its nt a feeling... its a darn solid fact... sigh... =( *bleah* ******************** ARGHHH!!! inferior complex! =(
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keep feeling that I am so lousy in my studies.. sigh.. yeah, not like im studying now.. but i just feel so.... arghh... =( super sian.. was listening to dear talking abt the former bballers and current bballers results, grades, CAP... was super impressed... *gasp* =0 nothing to say... all honours students, masters, etc... seems like the company that dear mixes with is good... esp in studies... well, gd for him la.. at least he can get some motivation and all.. Those results are seriously something that are out of my achievable boundary... first, i don have the brains.. second, i don have the memory, third, my results are always bad... nvr mind... hate this feeling of inferiority... =( =( =( irritating...
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feel damn fat and bloated... =( hate this feeling... nah... its nt a feeling... its a darn solid fact... sigh... =( *bleah*
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ARGHHH!!! inferior complex! =(
